I have a plan of what I'd like to do, however, I'm not one hundred percent sure. I find myself doing a lot, accomplishing the goals I set out for myself but not moving in a particular direction.
I think what spurred on this "Not a teen, Not yet a woman" crisis is the fact that I might not graduate with my class next year. Damn you fail mark on my academic record.
Whilst failure is good & has aided in the person I am today I often wonder where I will end up. Am I like dust vulnerable to the direction of the wind or do I have a purpose, a passion, a vision?
When I ask myself these questions I find that I don’t have an answer but answerS. I say answers because I’m interested & great at many things. Ideally I’d like to do it all!! Being a student at university I am, ‘doing it all’ to an extent yet I wonder if this is a viable option?
I guess this blog is a platform for me to find the answers I seek & as a friend of mine Zamantungwa would say “to find a voice”, my voice …
